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This is my first posted content in Tianya. Rather than Youtube, I actually not a BBS user for many years unless I have to look for a flat or buy second hand stuffs.What encourage me to come here is the conversation with my people leader today. She is a very kind Indian lady who used be a teacher in a university for many years. I mentioned to her that I need to improve my English writing skill and this is very critical to my career development. She recommend to start writing journal in English to better express my thought. This is totally a good idea. But I know myself better than anyone. I won`t be motivated after couple days without surveillance (No, I don`t like routine:( ) . Furthermore, I am having a down time at the moment. I hope this can be helpful to my wellbeing as well :) Other than this, I feel like I have lot to share- my life, my thought. I am not the person would like to share this to who I know as I understand everyone are busy and I am not sure if they can relate to how I feel. Free feel to point out my mistake or let me know if you are interested in my journey. I am open to any comment.It is already late now. Will see ya tomorrow :) Have a good day/ night.people leader, 这个个人感觉不是很地道吧？你想表达的是什么领导？Recently, I feel my life is a bit mess. Don`t have the motivation to do anything and nothing makes excited. Gaining weight, not healthy diet (basically just eat whatever and whenever I want to). My full time job doesn`t make my heart fullfilled. Relationship with my partner is a bit boring too. Kind of everything looks good and fine, however I don`t fell like they are in the right place of my heart. And the heavy mortgage I have since end of Oct make my feel like I have lost my freedom as we have lent half of the deposit from my partner`s parents. This makes us not able to travel during Christmas time :(Waste too couple hour on social media during the week day nights and some hours during the weekends. Instead, I didn't manage to go to Gym as frequent as before. I didn`t manage to get up early and go to work. I didn't manage my weight. Then I don't feel happy and all my motivation is gone.What a horrible circle, doesn't it?I am posting my goals for this weekend. Hope I will get pushed:)- Wake up no latter than 8:30- Gym on Saturday- Work on BI report- Complete the base design- Post ad(for bulbs)- Apply for Visa (2 hours)- Review insurance- Cancel my credit card- Post my journey- Gym on Sunday- Go for worship- Work on BI report- Complete by 90%- Visa apply (2hours)- Post my journey- Preparation for work
